Isiah’s what should of been 24th birthday 3/3/25

Today you were meant to be turning 24yrs old. Today is meant be a happy day full of love laughter and celebrations with you.. life had other plans for you.. instead of celebrating with you some of us will be very heavy hearted today..

Now all we have to look back on are those memories whether it be photos, videos or just what has been imprinted in our minds..

My heart is heavy and broken I feel it more around special events like your birthday, Xmas etc..I thought raising you would have been the toughest to deal with but nope I was wrong.. saying goodbye and learning to live without was the and is the toughest..

Some days I still wish this was just a nightmare and you’ll come home and tell us to stop sooking you’re home.. but that’s not possible..

you had a whole life ahead of you.. more memories to be created, more fun to be had more of anything to be had..

Today you will be missed like every other day and instead of seeing your handsome face physically we will limited to visiting your final resting place.. your grave.. Life wasn’t supposed to be with way.. a child is supposed to bury their parents not a parent bury their child.. I should be grateful for the time we spent together and the memories we created.. but it’s damn hard on days like today

This is not supposed to be like this.. this is not fair at all.. I hope the person responsible for this is suffering just like me I hope they are heartbroken in some sort of way.. I wish the person responsible would come forward or be discovered it’s been nearly 4yrs since we all got to be with you physically..

I miss your smile, your shenanigans, your stupidity.. it was never a dull moment when you were around.. if I could go back in time I would… if I could trade my life for yours I would..

I love you so much baby boy.. and miss you every minute of every day..